It's scary to think that in the blink of an eye, I could lose the person I love most because of all the voices in my head that steers my mind in one direction, while my heart is pointing in the other. Stud and I have known each other for over a month now and even though things aren't looking so great, I remain hopeful.
I've never really taken the time to appreciate the littlest things he has done for me, like when he has to leave to go to the store or spend time out with his friends and/or family, he would leave his avatar in our private little room on IMVU just so I won't feel so alone.
Speaking of our (not so) private room, he developed it from scratch and surprised me a few weeks earlier (I forgot to post about it).
The room's called [Sanctum] and someday, when I go live with stud and we get a place of our own, we'll build a home together and it just might look a little something like [Sanctum]. Gah, the thought of spending the rest of my life with him makes me feel all peppy inside.
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My name is Zachary ()
Born on Christmas of '92 ()
Gay () Separated ()
I ❤ my best friends
«Jen Ross» and «Bekah»
☑ Find a best friend
☑ Learn to play the piano
☑ Be in a relationship
☑ See New York skyline
☑ Become a Game Sage
☑ Be part of a fraternity
☑ Play on a grand piano
☑ Lose virginity
☑ Have a pet kitten/cat
☑ Experience snow
☑ See the northern lights ❒ Ride a horse
❒ Sit cozily by a fireplace
❒ Build a snowman
❒ Dip a chocolate fondue fountain
❒ Release an album
❒ Be a farmer for a day
❒ See the HOLLYWOOD sign
❒ Join the circus
❒ Go skinny dipping
❒ Taste orkney ice cream
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Taylor Swift - New Romantics
Joel Adams - Please Don't Go
Ruth B - Lost Boy
Troye Sivan - Suburbia
Shawn Hook - Sound of Your Heart