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Tuesday, 29 September 2015

"Here's the thing..."

I feel like the epitome of my life is the constant pursue of unobtainable happiness. Like, whenever I think I'm on the right track, I realize that, in retrospect, things were so much better before. It's starting to feel like I'm making all the wrong choices and I'm headed towards a point where I'll have to surrender to an imminent life bound by the laws of regret and contempt.

But, here's the thing...

Submitting to a disconsolate future where I'll have to adhere to merely existing within the confines of what society would consider a prospective endeavor (when in reality, it's pure mediocrity)... that scares me.

The very chance I got to quench my thirst for an enthralling adventure has now been stifled and I'm left projecting, scouring for what little happiness I could delude myself into procuring given my current (err..) situation.

Yes, I'm trying to be vague about what I'm disconcerted about, so as to avoid singling any particular events that has forced me to reevaluate all the decisions I've made thus far. Whoever said life is like a bed of roses really deserves an undeterred scoff in the face.

I just...

I wanna fly.

ツ | 7:36 pm

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My name is Zachary (

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Born on Christmas of '92 (

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Gay (

) Separated (

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I ❤ my best friends
«Jen Ross» and «Bekah»

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☑ Find a best friend
☑ Learn to play the piano
☑ Be in a relationship
☑ See New York skyline
☑ Become a Game Sage
☑ Be part of a fraternity
☑ Play on a grand piano
☑ Lose virginity
☑ Have a pet kitten/cat
☑ Experience snow
☑ See the northern lights
❒ Ride a horse
❒ Sit cozily by a fireplace
❒ Build a snowman
❒ Dip a chocolate fondue fountain
❒ Release an album
❒ Be a farmer for a day
❒ See the HOLLYWOOD sign
❒ Join the circus
❒ Go skinny dipping
❒ Taste orkney ice cream